In general, I think guys are more stable than girls but every once and awhile they confuse the heck out of me. Like why on earth do they have to be so elusive? I'm friends with a lot of guys and generally we get along. At least until they try to complicate things with feelings of more than friendship. I hope that isn't the case this time and a bad internet/ phone connection simultaneously occured. But I don't know. And maybe I'm just complicating things for myself and really there isn't a complication.
I wish I could have more guyfriends and that when I'm chasing a guy that I want, I get him. Maybe I have to be a little more aggressive, assertive and flirty. Usually some complication comes up and it can't work out. I hate complications. I wish I lived in a world where I could just come out and say, "hey I like you, we should go out sometime." I hate stupid games. I'm also bad at them which magnifies my resentment. And in general I know how guys work I just wish I could fine tune that understanding a little more. But variations in personality might be what is standing in my way. Like I know you can't change a bad boy because there is no advantage for him to change. If you stand by him you approve of his behavior, if you you leave some other chick will take your place. And that's life. I think my blogging will be a lot of blabbing.
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